EMPTY - narrators script

"EMPTY"

This story was written by me. I poured my heart and soul into this project but unfortunately, it did not come out as we expected it to. it was edited and fully ready however it wasn't just a film opening it was rather a short film due to which we eliminated this project. Our project had some problems in the shots and continuity of the shots due to which we had to reshoot most of the scenes. 

The narrator's script:

is this going to last forever? 

i don’t have the energy for people, for friends. 

I don’t have an ounce of it. 

I cannot feel love for anything, and i convinced myself that nothing can feel it for me. 

i’m numb.

i’m a disappointment, an unwanted disappointment with a constant feeling of estrangement. 

The emptiness and loneliness doesn’t leave my side, even when there’s people surrounding me. 

The void has pulled everything inside itself, it overshadows everything. 

I’m suffocating beneath these feelings. 

Can anyone take notice? Does anyone care even if they can? 

When you look into my eyes can you see the numbness and the fear. 

Had you been there when i needed you the most i wouldn’t want everything to stop. 

I just want everything.